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Well, Its about that time... My birthday is this week, I turn 18 Tuesday. I guess I'm excited. It's a bit hard to when I'm on my way out into the world. I leave for Army Basic Training the following Monday. Everyone, wish me luck. I have some anxiety about leaving now, but I'll see it through to the end. I'm leaving my family behind (my friends i mean), and I worry for my Halo. I brings me great pride to see where some of my family that I found throughout high school have planted themselves on their way through their graduations. I love you all, and hope that my leaving would be so much of an impact to you. Others may mot even bat an eyela

I feel Like I'm dying inside. :invisible: And I know there are those who see it... I know there are those who care... Its all because of those who love me. :surrender: I'm not blaming them when I say that...I only mean that I have never felt so alone when I have had some many care for me so much. If I was less 'likable' I wouldn't be in this situation. I hate that I feel the way I do I hate that I know what I know about myself, about us. I hate that I can't change my heart. I don't want this love to ruin us, I don't want this love to ruin you. I will work to make you know that you don't need to be afraid or worry or think I will be wi

Feb. 15th, 2013 Ok, I know that it's been nearly a year since I've posted anything. I have lost priority to the up keep of my DA, sadly. I figure that at this joyous time I should make it an occasion where I release some of the updates of this past year. Obviously there are a few things that you may or may-not already know: K-chan and I broke-up. I fell deeply in love with ~HaliWasHere (https://www.deviantart.com/haliwashere) and we've been together for just about a year now. I stopped posting around the time when my lap-top, Kiriko, died. Some of the new things: Personality disorders came and went as "big issues." Jel and I had something of a falling out, that was a